Thanks soooooo much everyone... I've missed you guys and this place !!!
This crap ain't no joke at all... 7 years of pure hell and back again, and then back to hell again... It seemed everytime I turned around they were opening me up again for something or other... Pills, pills, and more pills, the green one reminds ya to take the blue one and the blue one reminds you to take the red one and the red one reminds ya to take the yellow one and so on and on, and on... For a long while there I lost all passion for my hobby, my music and insturments, tools, work, my home and life it's self... I still feel like hell and am still scared, like every ache and pain you feel, ya wonder if the cancer is back... I'm sooooo glad it's all behind me and I'm gonna look at life a whole lot different now and enjoy every minute of it !!!
Sincerly, many, many thanks to everyone for all their support !!!